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Sunday, September 5, 2010

BOLIVIAN MUSINGS

How to describe the lessons, the experiences, the raw humanity that seeps and spills on every corner...no such thing as just living, it is all about surviving.
2 months of walking, eyes ripped open, looking to see...loving the ugly and the beauty, the tangible, audible, sensory assaulting LIFE that is here.
The overwhelming colour and noise, the vibrancy and life, homeless eating at my ankles, festering and pitiful, empty, soulless eyes, parading with trumpets, tradition, cymbals...clashing and banging.
Never have I seen such poverty, suffering...base humanity.  What does it take sit at the feet of pedestrians, shunned and spurned, offering a shoe polish? For a young teenager to board a bus of tourists and sing off pitch desperate to earn 1 boliviano (20 cents), amidst the groans, smothered laughs and blocked ears? A 5 year old racing to beat the light changes at intersections, wielding a filthy mop to wash windows of cars that rev and beep...threating to run him down...tiny, barely out of nappies.
Part of me is hardened to it all, its impossible to give something to everyone, yet at the same time, how can I escape the niggling, gut wrenching grief that tugs at the very sight of these broken, soulless children?
God is here? Where? In the eyes of those who are compassionate, round every corner, fighting through the smoke of witches offerings, kneeling at our feet with the beggars...its hard to keep faith in the eyes of such appalling despair.
My love affair with Bolivia is not derived solely from the romantic setting, the jaw dropping scenery...but in the mad chaos that is human existence here...no sterility, chaos, smells that render me heaving and watery eyed, sights that tear and rip at my conscience, the need and pain that permeates most...

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Shell Shocked in Bolivia - The Death Road

THE DEATH ROAD 


One must ask themselves, when, with fingers cramped shut over brakes, and eyes on stalks with fear  'why am I doing this? And why did I PAY to do this?'

The Death Road, a precarious dirt road more famed for the lives its claimed than for its magnificent setting and stunning scenery high in the mountains of Bolivia is a 64 km downhill track clinging precariously to the cliff side, descending a cool 3500 mtrs through the clouds into a stunning valley of lush forest and rivers.  .

When faced with the real possibility of death the brain goes into total overdrive, concentration overrides all other senses and adrenalin takes over. 
Having not ridden a bike in at least 13 years, I was nervous (to say the least), and having donned helmet, knee and elbow pads and goggles, I tottered slowly round the car park getting the hang of balancing, braking and changing gears.

The first stretch is a smooth down hill tar sealed road, exhilerating and a nice easy way to get to grips with handling a bike again, neverthless it is a steep downhill with some hair pin corners that threatened to claim the knees of most of us!
Upon reaching the second part, most of us had overcome our nerves and were feeling somewhat smugly confident...a feeling that was quickly overcome by fear and utter dread as we set off on the second part of the ride...the famous Death Road itself...the gravel, slippery, narrow, hairpin hell of a road.

For three hours we skated and skidded and slipped our way down the gravel road, hands and fingers numb from clasping the brakes, and necks and shoulders rigid with concentration, however, nothing compares to the rush you feel as you navigate the road, all the while watching the jaw dropping mountainous scenery go by.
From numbing cold at the top to a tropical forest at the bottom, the Death Road is perhaps the most spectacular road I have ever seen...and an experience that is quite possibly the most mentally challenging, fear overcoming and physically exhausting I have ever done!!

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Shell Shocked in Bolivia #1

SAN PEDRO PRISON


Once again, all I knew, all I thought I knew, my perceptions of what should be, and the reality of what is have been shattered...San Pedro prison...has left me utterly shell shocked, numbed and stunned.
Having read 'Marching Powder' 11 years ago, I was intrigued to see the life and institution that is San Pedro prison, curious from a sociological perspective, my internal lay psychologist itchy to get a grasp on what defies all that I know about the judicial and penal systems.  Nothing could have prepared me for it...
A mini city, 7 separate communities overseen by a community president (elected by the inmates once a year), complete with 500 children, families and businesses (to use the term loosely) all operating inside the prison walls, no government assistance, insulated from the outside world, yet curiously operating as a world in itself...murderers living next door to petty criminals, the only segragation being who has money.

A thriving real estate industry reliant on prisoners moving up and into newer nicer cells, restaurants and shops...defying what I thought a prison 'should' be...yet the dark, sinister danger lurks in the corridors, the reason for gates being locked at 10 pm, prisoner justice the only operation to continue weeding out the 'dangerous' from the non.
Children amidst it all, playing, innocent...unaware, and protected, yet heart breakingly influencable, potentially the next generation of inmates.  Sitting in the prison plaza watching them play, drinking a coke and enjoying the sun whilst chatting to our guide, I forgot where I was...was this really a prison? Were these people truly capable of murder, abuse, armed robbery?

Our guide and bodyguards are three hardened criminals yet all that I had anticipated, all I had thought I would feel in the presence of these people was missing...I am still struggling to reconcile it all. It was like visiting a favela, yet safer given our companions...however, the demonic, evil element was palbable and the terror set in when we were shown into the kitchen.  The kitchen, a dark room locked and padlocked behind a huge wrought iron gate, is the residence of the rapists.  Men too dangerous to have in the rest of the prison, who literally sleep next to the ovens on the concrete floor, never allowed out...yet we were allowed in.  Despite our protection and the company of my male friends, I have never felt so vulnerable, so utterly aware of the evil intentions inhabiting these ghost like empty men.

My heart is full of sadness for the children, yet the experience left me initially feeling pity toward those inside...compassion...because unlike visiting men locked in cells, obvious signs of a life misspent, this felt like visiting a slum, families trapped with nothing, the raw fight for survival...
Yet compassion and pity is wasted is it not? These are people who chose their paths, who are incarcerated (despite the community like setting) to protect the community from them...people, who through making their own rules are now in a 'society' whereby they are in charge of all the rules. 
Initially I thought that this type of prison establishment was a positive, rehabilitative way of treating criminals, yet today, seeing their freedom, the way in which they are literally outside of 'societal laws' and free to ajudicate as they see fit...

Thursday, July 1, 2010

At the feet of the Inkas

I climbed the ladder of the Gods
Steps climbing toward heaven
Treading the path of the creators
Souls in stars overhead

I knelt on the footstool of their legend
I breathed in their greatness
And basked in the sun 
Eclipsed by such majesty as none can describe

I sat in the seat of my soul
In serenity and solitude
All encompassing wonderment
And the spirits splendidly marched by
Eternity will never erase
Such ethereal legacy and imprint
That which remains will forever overawe
Overwhelm and overshadow that of today

Monday, June 28, 2010

The changing of a life...

My life.
In a breathtaking few moments I felt what can only be described as the epitome of personal achievement and fulfillment in my life thus far.
Cusco...another breathtakingly beautiful city set high in the mountains, ozzing mystique and promise of Incan magic, and true to this promise, it delivers.
After 4 months travelling, Cusco was the culmination of years of dreaming and planning and, still, has me rendered speechless and overcome with emotion remembering the past few days.
How to describe the sensation of heaven reaching elation, humbling speechless amazement and accomplishment...it is nigh on impossible...
Snatched sleep and a 3 am wake up was the prelude to the greatest day of my life.
Clambering the hundreds of Incan steps, breathing in the crisp morning air shrouded in black with barely a twinkle of a star I was excited to the point of silence...the anticipation of reaching my ultimate goal just an hour away was numbing and had me silently contemplative and seething with excitement.
Coursing with sweat and shaking with exhaustion we reached the Machu Picchu gates at 5 am with dawn on our heels and her silvery glow illuminating the mountains...a soaring silouhetted backdrop.
Having been stamped for entry to Wayna Picchu we raced through the gates to Machu Picchu...and into the greatest day of my life.
As the ruins came into view, like running full course into a wall, I was halted mid tracks, the most intense surge of emotion I have experienced...and still now, words fail me.
To be in the midst of such beauty, the spiritual energy and history tangible...awestruck and humbled, uplifted and excited to the point of total joy...tears, no words...
In the two days since, I have been contemplative, in the aftermath of such an experience comes introspection...how to go home to normalcy, the fear of regressing and stagnatin, the bird once discovering flight having wings lopped and being returned to its cage, versus the excitment of life ahead having experienced something so amazing and the new realisation of self and passion and ambition to achieve more...
Travel can yield one of two responses:  the first being nothing but a picture postcard glimpse of surroundings, the second being the inate changing of perspective, the immeasurable transformation of soul and the reassessment of life value and goals.  For me, the second is true, I have been shaken to the bone, rocked to the core and flipped 180...from utter homesickness to a sense of total liberation, from nothingness existence to a fuelled sense of purpose and value...perhaps with personal achievement comes revelation, perhaps for the first time I truly did dive head first into the deep end to emerge a champion swimmer...all I know is that there is something reverberating so deep, a passion and excitement so consuming that I am itching to keep exploring and learning...for fear, that perhaps, after all this, like silver to tarnish, this will fade to memory.

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Stripped

And I strip


A thin crease from dream to soul

Unzips me

And in naked realization I breathe

I am here

Not just toe in testing

Illuminated full

And in purpose now I dance

Scared to death

But coursing with excitement

Over my shoulder

A backward glimpse at the yardstick

Hell Yes

I cleared it flying

AND HERE I AM

In the moment of my destiny

Saturday, June 19, 2010

From Lima to Arequipa

We sludged slowly into Lima, tired and still smarting from farewelling Montanita we were surprised to be greeted with sky rise buildings, heaving traffic and a fairly modern metropolis.  After 20 hours of bland scenery it was a sensory assault and did nothing for our already dismal frames of mind.
Having prepared ourselves for two days of nothing, we were all happy to find our hostel and settle in while we braced ourselves for the next leg to Arequipa.

Mira Flores is most definitely the nicest part of Lima...ritzy, upmarket and maintained, we spent two grey, cold days strolling through the Plaza, checking out the main shopping centre and relaxing.

On the 15th we were packed and champing at the bit to head to Arequipa...for me, it was the beginning of the most exciting leg of the trip, the famous Canyon country had me excited and it was with much leaping and wahooing that I boarded the bus ready to go.

The scenery South of Lima was amazing.  Miles of desert, yet where the north was dirt and sand, this was white and when bathed in twilight, was eerie and surreal.  An endless horizon of white on grey on blue.
We rolled into Arequipa at 6 am the following morning (just in time to see the All Whites score woopa!) and immediately booked a two day tour round Colca before hitting the city to explore.

Arequipa...words cant come close to describing how mind blowingly, mesmerisingly beautiful this city is.  Complete with ancient Spanish architecture, collosal churches and monestaries and an immaculate central Plaza, Arequipa is nestled amidst the Andes mountains...a backdrop that literally left us speechless.  To one side, snow capped mountains glistening behind the canyon, to the other, ragged, mars like hills and peaks.
We spent an excited day strolling the streets, sitting atop a rooftop cafe drinking coffee and basking in the sun and celebrating our new found paradise.

Colca Canyon...

The next morning we were up at 6.30 ready for our tour bus to pick us up.  Itching with excitement we ignored the sleep deprivation and hunger and set off.  There were 20 people on the bus and by the end of the two days, we had made life long friends.
We drove for four hours out of Arequipa, through the Andes in what I can only describe as the most amazing,  different and rugged terrain I have ever seen.  We reached 3900 metres and got out to óoooh ahhh woowwww´at the view...I  suffered a mild onset of altitude sickness (dizziness, throbbing headache and fuzzy vision) but was not deterred.  Standing amidst the mountains was amazing!
We then carried on to the town Chivaz, set deep in a valley amidst the mountains, where we had lunch before carrying on to Maca.  Maca, a pre Incan farming village, is set in a valley of ancient terraces, is as óutlandish as anything I had seen.  Dome thatched rooved mud and ash huts, rock walls and terraced farming made for sheer beauty and I was gripped  with butterflies at how amazing it all was.
From Maca we climbed up around the valley, scaling rocks and cliff to 4000 metres (exhilerating but exhausting) to visit ancient tombs (complete with mummies, skulls and skeletons) .  A truly spiritual experience, the sacred ness of the place was palpable and with the sun setting behind us in the valley, it was a moment of true reverence and personal reflection. 
We spent the evening soaking weary but elated and excited bodies, under the stars in natural thermal pools...which, in all accounts, was the perfect ending to the most incredible day.  Something words and photos will never do justice.
The following morning we set off at six, stamping in the freezing cold, to the canyon itself all expectant and anticipating to see the famed majestic Condors.  The drive up yielded the most amazing scenery I have ever seen making the previous days seem bland and secondary.  Rattling high into the moutains we had a perfect view over the whole valley, rivers, lagoons, terraces as far as the eye could see...it was like looking down onto a model of some far away ancient land.  My pen has been limply poised trying to find words to describe the view but words fail me.Upon reaching the canyon, we spent two heavenly hours perched atop the cliffs, 3200 metres above a raging river below, watching the Condors soar below and above us...again, like writers block, I am rendered incapable of describing the experience, all I can say is it was the greatest day of my life...not only did I climb new heights, but I reached new heights of emotion and elation.

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Bienvenido a Peru

Rolling out of Guayaquil through the mountainous, lush terrian of Ecuador, we were sad to leave, yet excited to be heading to the epi centre of our trip.
Ecuadors landscape is reminiscent of driving through to Palmerston North...rolling hills, lush greenery and then wide open desert...
North Peru on the other hand, is like nothing I have ever seen!
Miles of sandy desert, sweeping around the coast we careened, clinging to the cliffs of sand, literally coasting cliff high on sand dunes all spiralling down to raging ocean...then inland, mountains of dirt and sand...everything blanketed in thick dust and mud.  Brown the only colour to be seen, even the buildings, all low slung slinking in the silt, are indistinguishable from a distance...just more lumps limping through the bleak terrain.
Like looking through a dirty camera lens, everything is a dreary hazy beige...like a scene from ´Mad Max´...it is surreal, horrible yet utterly captivating.
Cities and towns literally built on hills of dirt and rocks, no cleanliness, no white, no colour.  Half finished buildings everywhere, all poised ready to expand up, are the homes here.  Foundations of brick and cement with reinforcing steel poles jutting skyward...laundry blowing in the breeze like flags atop the poles of steel..everything half buried...
No beauty...more like the remnants of a monstrous sand storm...
And enter Lima...a sprawling, raging metropolis...

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Farewell Montanita

Three weeks in paradise, not without its challenges.
How to explain the dichotomy that is tranquility and bedlam, in a town that, once sleepy, rustic and untouched, is now literally a building site for tourists.
Mid stretch through a yawn, woken abruptly, vegas esque, castles in sand.  Locals thrust into the spotlight, a tourism smorgasboard, spotlight on and not a trained performance ready.
Confused, overwhelmed, uneducated, misinformed, unprepared.  Nothing becoming a spectacular literally overnight.  Like a car racer with the speed wobbles, the wheels threatening to fall off as everyone learns to navigate whilst learning to drive.
Promises and expectations, a booming mecca, a competition to snare the visitors...genuine intent, true friendships blossoming, yet lost in the mirage and facade.
Romantic ideals mixed with urgent race to succeed...the potential for salty sandy disappointment is high.
We enjoyed the mixture...from anonymous gringos to welcomed family we experienced both ends of the spectrum.  The hustle, the surge of offers, the twinkle and glamour...and then the tranquill, trust, reciprocated friendships that blossomed.
It is hard to reconcile the two...knowing that we are just slightly more permanent than those that leave in a few days, yet feeling as if the connection is worth so much more, and will endure so much longer.
With sadness we left...yet happy to know that we have found a second home, a place that, despite the boom, we will be a part of the family that is the foundation.
Farewell Montanita
Hasta Luego!

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Montanita es Bonita

HELLO!
Sorry for not being in touch! 
Montanita is like a blissful vaccuum where time disappears into a whole lot of heavenly sunny salty nothingness!, the sun is always shining, the people are laid back and the lifestyle is ten paces behind normal life...its amazing!
We had no plans to come here, let alone stay yet we have been here nearly two weeks and it is awesome! I am doing Spanish lessons for two hours a day , surfing lessons in the afternoon and enoying hangin out with a great bunch of local dudes...one of whom who happens to be the national Long Board surf champ and professional life guard so we have managed to get some cheap lessons and super cheap board hire!
I am still waiting on insurance after being robbed in Quito so thankfully, living here is super cheap! Neil is now chief photographer (as I am without camera) so I will send more pics as soon as we can upload!
We are living with a local girl who has let us stay for free as we are helping her set up her business (opening a new cafe) so its a perfect set up and has meant we are not spending much money.
The plan is to leave on Monday to head to Lima, which, given how attached to this place we are, will be very hard!
If anything, being here has taught me that that which is unplanned can sometimes yield the best results...we are all super relaxed and enjoying just living local life, speaking the language, eating the food and taking some time out from moving around.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Colombia Musing...

Dust blowing through me
Wind echoes around me
Skin ripple gently
Tonight the shell is seared
Like knife cut deeply
Blade slicing smoothly
Burning melting seams
Peeling back the outer
Light pouring brightly
Casts shadows darkly
Skeleton revealed
Time for the rebuilding
Softening of stone
Knitting souls hearts bone
Definition own
Renewal completed

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Quito...

Will take your breath away...and it´s not just the atltitude that will leave you dizzy and breathless.

(Check out this link to see some images http://www.google.com/images?q=quito&hl=en&prmd=mi&source=lnms&tbs=isch:1&ei=yvvzS7TJHIG0lQeruOjjDA&sa=X&oi=mode_link&ct=mode&ved=0CBEQ_AU)

An unexpected gem nestled in the Andes Mountains, this is a city of contrast, a mosaic of Gothic and Spanish architecture, gritty hardened humanity, beautifully indigenous faces all set against a backdrop of heaven reaching mountains...
Life is tough here and it is marked on the faces of those who have to live here.  No amount of church presence can eradicate the urgency and the crime and to be amongst it evokes a mixture of fear, apprehension, compassion and that sadly generic tourist feeling of `wonder`.
We have had four days here casually strolling the streets, breathing in the views, admiring the incredible Gothic and Spanish buildings and enjoying the slow paced life that is Quito.  What it lacks in the vibrancy and `hype´ we found in Colombia and Brazil, it makes up for in setting and beauty.  Being up so high and in such an amazing place is enough to make the most high strung of us unwind and walk that much slower just to soak it all in.
Sadly, crime is prevalent and, I was robbed whilst sitting in a cafe.  Thankfully, no violence was employed, however, it reiterated that as per what we have seen thus far, the facades, soaring towers, majestic churches are a pleasant distraction from the reality of places such as these.  Life is cheap, hard sellable goods are what matters and being a tourist, we are pay day on legs.
Determined not to leave with a bitter taste in my mouth, I will savour the memory of Quito, this amazing sky dwelling city.

Monday, May 17, 2010

CUSP

Like standing on the cusp of now.
One foot then, the other present.
A foot fight, rendering movement still
Tumultous motion hindered reminiscent
 
Memories and past consequence
Urging me forward, a dichotomy in mind
Between past til now defining
Or past to render, leave behind
 
A final shrug and sheath like
A final skin of what was is shed.
Not caterpillar to butterly, nor then til now
But that transitition to life, from death
 
Such an extreme rebirth, a moment take
Nothing will be recognisable
Yet for the eyes, reflecting soul and life
Forever hinting, telling tales
 
A foot now poised, halfway in step
The horizon reached, infinity defined
No longer flat delusional impossiblity
A simple, flat, crossable line
 
To cross into ones world of self created
A world of security in truth
That transcendant step to future
Into adulthood and destiny, from youth.

Monday, May 10, 2010

Cartagena ... Spanish-esque Carribbean Paradise

Sunning it up in Cartagena has been blissful respite after our ordeal getting here.

.http://www.google.com.co/images?hl=en&q=cartagena+colombia+pictures&um=1&ie=UTF-8&source=univ&ei=nZDoS6aCHoGdlgetg_S2Aw&sa=X&oi=image_result_group&ct=title&resnum=1&ved=0CBwQsAQwAA is a good link to see some photos

A Spanish fortified city on the coast is about as far from what I thought I would experience here! We arrived expecting jungle, chaos and slum like living, however, this is the most beautiful place I have ever seen.  The Old Town  is within the main city and is like stepping into a Spanish time warp everytime we go through the gates, castles, clock towers and stone walls at every turn,, horse drawn carriages and squares filled with tables and musicians.  The town is lined with machine gun armed guards, all meant to make the tourists and the rich feel safe, however, they add to the myriad confusion of old and new, safe and dangerous, clean and rotten.  No matter how often I see them, young boys with guns is still the most unnerving sight I have encountered.
We are staying just out of the Old Town and here is where the expected cocaine influence is a lot more evident.  Prostitutes cradling babies whilst soliciting and dealing drugs is a sight that renches and makes my stomach heave, and the morning sight of high, bug eyed, ignorant tourists jacked up on coke, adding to the disintegration of this beautiful place makes me sick. 
As with every place we have seen so far, the ugly and beauty are interlinked, and to love a place, one must learn to accept the parts that make us squirm...yet it furthers my resolve to work and help.  Ive been harrassing, emailing and battling the beauracracy in order to arrange to come back here and do something, anything, to improve the lives of those born into the gutteral lifestyle that sludges here.

Tomorrow we are flying to Cali in South Colombia where we will soak up some Salsa for a few days and more history  then cross into Ecuador by bus (we are all nervous about this, after hearing some horror stories about highjacks, robberies, and jungle kidnappings), to Guayacil where we will carry on to Lima by bus.
We aim to be in Cusco and finally up Macchu Picchu in 2 weeks! I have lined up some volunteer work there working in a hostel and teaching English, and also in Bolivia so I am very excited!

I will write more at the next stop!

Please keep emails coming
xxx

Thursday, May 6, 2010

5th May - Maracaibo (Ven) - Colombian Border - Maicao (Colombia) - Cartagena (Carribbean Coast Colombia)

Pumped and wired on adrenalin we leapt out of bed at 4 am, splashed water on bleary eyes and (after bashing frantically on the hotel door) were let out into the dawn.
The bus station was like a car graveyard come to life, derelict, bashed,, rusted Lincolns, Chevvys and Cadillacs all shuddering and growling over yelling ticket vendors, birds and mumbling sleepy drivers.  After choosing our cab (a deep maroon Malibu with a front door lock to open the boot, duct taped windows and no door handles (the car in the BEST condition out of the lot, and with the least obviously intoxicated driver) and negotiating our fare ($210 - a bargain) it was time to nervously wait.
Tattooing the pavement with our nervous side step, incapable of words except the occasional exclamation of 'this is bonkers' and constant, mindless giggling we elevated internal silent prayers, channelled positive energy and hoped for the best!
Our Father who art in Heaven, blessed be this day, your hand on us, protection grant, this is what I pray
Feeling sick,  jacked up on nerves and energy, excited to the point of shakes and feeling all and every kind of emotion and physiological tingle, surging with unfamiliar energy and utterly overwhelmed with the sheer madness of what lay ahead I scribbled frantically - this is what fuels inspiration, rejuvenates exhausted souls and rekindles the dormant sensation of what it is to TRULY LIVE!
Neil continues to drag heavily on his cigarette and chuckle quietly, and Jeremy, knee deep in American muscle, happily points out that out of all the cars we can see, only 2 have 6 cylinders whilst the rest have 8...he is a happy lad!

Finally, after an anxious hour long wait, we were presented with official forms (phew, this made us feel a little less worried and make the whole operation seem 'legit'), signed, paid and jumped into the car with our travelling companions (a young Spanish couple) and roared into the morning and into the most surreal landscape I have ever experienced.
A seemingly endless horizon of desert thundering with the sound of literally thousands of pre-1970 American cars, all in major states of disrepair but still thundering healthily, weaving and hurtling at break neck speeds, 4 abreast (in a 2 lane road).  It was like being on the set of a Mexican gangster movie.
Massive cattle trucks with people stacked, jammed and shoved inside and hanging on to doors, roof racks and crates, all rushing toward the frontier.
Mud brick, thatched shanty towns litter the desert, makeshift huts and restaurants of lashed together sticks (all of different lengths, with no roofing and no walls) line the road and people lazily swing in their hammocks watching us go by, children playing on the road, in between cars, goats, chickens and cows grazing on whatever they can find...it is nothing I have ever seen, and I keep having to remind myself that it is actually real - that this is how people live.
The drive to the border is like a time warped excursion into a movie, all three of us are stunned and speechless and loving every minute of the madness.

2 of the most uncomfortable hours later (due to the curved roll together bench seat and lack of suspension) we reach the pre- border patrol for our exit stamps, and after paying a leaving tax (Venezuela is all about squeezing us for cash) we roll to the check point and proceed to be searched.
After having a guard rifle through my pack (including, to his disgust, my dirty laundry and rotting mouldy towel) we shoved stuff back into the cab and proceeded to walk the no-mans land between Venezuela to Colombia.
Every kind of hustler, dealer, opportunist and crim occupies this short space - crammed to overflowing with dingy bars, money exchange offices, dubious tour companies and restaurants, it is a cacophany of noise, pressure, frantic sales pitches and for us, fear. With heads up, eyes blank and arms crossed over passport wallets (all snugly tied under our clothes) we marched confidently (whilst shaking inside) to the office and were interrogated, stamped and welcomed into Colombia! HOORAY!


Nothing comes close to the feeling of that moment - unreal!

12 kilometers later we farewelled our taxi driver at Maicao and prepared the next leg. An 8 hour bus ride to Cartagena...
Jeremy had his first motorbike ride (in jandals, shorts and tee minus helmet) at wreckless speed thru the town to find cash while Neil stood guard over our stuff and I went off to buy some money - I managed to barter the rate and got us a sweet deal on Colombian pesos for Bolivars and (not until later did I realise I was now a crim!) once more we were off!

Having braced ourselves for all manner of danger (visions of corrupt check point guards, bribery and blackmail and thievery) we were all pleasantly surprised as the trip went without a hitch and we arrived in the stunning city of Cartagena last night.

HOORAY!
The boys are now having some sleep, Im on the planning operation and in a short few minutes we will be relaxing sea side on the Carribbean!

xx

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

4th May - Ciudade Boliver - Caracas - Maracaibo Venezuela

Ciudade Boliver - Caracas - Maracaibo (4th May)



WOOPA farewell Ciudade Boliver!

After spending a stressful (not to mention claustrophobic) 24 hours in a hotel we, with much relief and spring in our step, sauntered to the airport and caught a flight to Caracas this morning.

We happily soared above the clouds and relaxed into the ride...arriving 2.5 hours later at Maiguetia Airport (26 kms out of Caracas).

As we descended faces pressed to the window soaking in the blissful view of crystal blue sea, white sand coastline and soaring mountain excitement and elation overtook the fear and paranoia of the past 3 days.

Without a hitch we collected our baggage and proceeded to book a connecting flight to Maracaibo where we would catch a bus to Cartagena! ahh bliss - Carribbean coast and fishing were dominating our thoughts.

We found a corner possie and spent the day (and a fortune) playing cards and laughing (hindsight being a blessed thing) at the adventure (at the time hellish nightmare) that we had just experienced.

Our flight to Maracaibo left at 6 and a cool 40 minutes (approx 1.5 games of cards and a bread roll later) we landed! (so much for a 10 hour bus ride! we were extremely smug and it was 'high fives' all round).

A quick (and well negotiated) taxi ride to the bus terminal and we were set (feeling like we were coursing through a back of beyond Mexican shanty town complete with every early model American muscle car relic, pot holed roads, delapidated brick shantys and gutteral drunks) - surreal doesnt begin to describe it!Happily safe and air conned in our modern cab we were still smugly relishing our successful day and the adventure that awaited us ... but, as we have encountered thus far, things are never quite as easy as we first think (or are told! Lonely Planet is definitely NOT the Bible!)

In my broken Spanish I asscertained that there was in fact NO bus to Cartagena, but a two hour taxi ride to Maicao (just over the Colombian border) and then a bus to Cartagena. This might not sound like much of a mission, in fact, most people (no doubt) would (assuming all cabs are warranted, registered, road worthy and post 1991) think that this was a more comfortable option!

NOT SO! We were ushered to a car (a pre 1950 derelict Chevy relic, literally held together with duct tape) and assured it was NO PROBLEMO! just a 2 hour saunter to the border for a cool 240 Bolivers (80 NZ dollars for all three of us)...

NOt to be fooled (or killed in a car crash) I leapt into the throng of gathering hustlers, perverts, nosey locals and tour guides all eager to sell me a ticket (or something) and got my tough face on!

Sure enough, for the first time in Venezuela, it appeared we werent being lied to and after putting heads together we decided that a taxi was clearly our only option, however, a midnight entry into Colombia wasnt.

Thanking them all for their input we lugged our packs across the road to a 'hotel' (if you can imagine some Central american street with dust roads, crammed sidewalks and nervously stacked buildings bulging and shuddering with rot and mould) you would be bang on!Not to be disheartened, and in the throes of excitement we checked in...$12.50 each for the night seemed a bargain, until we were shown to our room! One bed and a mattress on the floor and, on further inspection, non water

dispensing taps and shower - instead a bucket and scoop in the corner! Managing to semi soap and rinse ourselves we are settled in for a night of snatched excited and nervous sleep ready for our 4am wake up and 5am mission to Colombia!

BRING IT ON!

Monday, May 3, 2010

Manaus - Boa Vista - Ciudad Boliver (Venezuela)

HELLO!


Well we are in Ciudad Boliver in Venezuela...hiding in a hotel waiting for an urgently booked flight to Caracas after the most harrowing, stressful, frightening trip of our lives!

We left Manaus on Saturday morning at 9 am.. after being confident (based on prior bus experiences) that we would have air-con and stretch out room aplenty, we were disappointed - this bus had no room, the air-con was non existent, the windows didnt open and there was no suspension. We endured a sweltering hot, cramped rickety ride to Boa Vista where, on arrival at 2am, we were informed our next bus was delayed til 7.30 on Sunday morning.

Exhausted, fed up and hungry, we hosed ourselves off (literally) and proceeded to camp out in the (outdoor, unenclosed space) bus station. Sprawled across metal seats and being mauled by bugs we managed to snatch 1/2 an hour sleep before being woken to blaring speakers and freezing cold winds at 5.30 am.

Scoffing back a $10 hamburger and revolting coffee we borded the next bus at 7.30 and began the next leg...this time the bus had room and air -con, but was set to freezing (we cant win) but we managed a blissful hour sleep before reaching the pre-border stop at 11 am. We got off the bus amidst a flurry of black market cash vendors, drunks and crims all trying to hustle us, sell us money and blind side us. Hastiliy wolfing back miscellaneous greasy pastries we queued at the border crossing to be stamped out of Brazil, then crossed no mans land to be stamped officially into Venezuela.

Elation and excitement kicked in as we trundled across the border into the mountainous terrain of the Raurima state, however, this soon turned to fear as we went through our first security check - machine gun toting baby faced guards are more intimidating than the older ones! We were stopped every hour and asked to show our passports which became frustrating but added to our exhaustion as we couldnt get to sleep due to being woken so often.

It became very apparent that the guards were pin pointing us as gringos and were hoping for cash.

At one point the boys were hauled off the bus, taken into a station and their bags checked, but on the presentaiton of money they were let go and all was fine. Corruption, black mail and bribery all a commonplace part of the Venezuelan military, and apparently something that the locals accept as status quo.

Shaken up and beyond repair tired and hungry after 2 days of no sleep and only a snatched meal the day before, we reached Ciudad Bolivar at 2 am only to realise how stuck and vulnerable we are.

With no cash on us we were at the mercy of the taxi driver - who, after driving us round to 6 banks started threatening us (in Spanish) as we had no way of paying him, although we suggested he take us to a hostel and come for money in the morning, so he took us back to the bus depot where he made a huge scene attracting the attention of all the other cab drivers who came to his back up....screaming at us in Spanish, making threatening gestures and generally breaking us down. Thankfully (or so we thought) another driver took pity on us and offered to take us to a hotel and come and collect payment in the morning!

Bedgraggled, sideways with exhaustion and hunger and utterly incommunicado we checked into a hotel (a cool $240 for the night) and managed to get some sleep! The 'nice; taxi driver showed up first thing this morning whisking the boys to a cash machine and charging $200 for his services withe the friendly heads up that the other taxi driver is looking for us! We have now decided to skip right to Caracas tomorrow on the first available flight (another cool $300) and then on to Colombia (I never thought I would be looking to Colombia as a 'safe' option!) ... Broke, tired and generally scared we are now hiding in a hotel waiting to leave tomorrow morning!

Talk about an experience! Definitely a story for the autobiography!

I will write to you as soon as we arrive at Caracas to let you know we are safe and well!

xx Missing home a lot today!!!

Friday, April 30, 2010

Skater Land - Manaus

Despite the dreary, rainy concrete drudgery of Manaus, we have had the pleasure of running into the group of Skate boarders from the States again and hooray for fluent English, intelligent conversation!
They are a group of sound, straight up quality guys all in Amazonia to document their skating, leaving a trail of inspiration behind them.
Contrary to popular stigmatisation that skaters are merely pot headed drop outs who have nothing but a board to occupy them, this is a group of well travelled, passionate and exceptionally interesting guys who have, in living their dream, travelled, seen, experienced and contributed to the world more than all the other travellers I have encountered. 
I am nigh on heading to the local skate store and kitting myself out to turn my hand at it! After encountering so many stale travellers, with no direction and minimal passion let alone interest in what they are doing, it has been refreshing to meet people with such energy.


We have spent the past two days recovering from the boat trip up river and planning our next marathon leg out of Brazil.
Encountering another $800 transport cost to boat upriver then fly to Bogota had me returning to the drawing board and rerouting us (again).
Tomorrow we catch a bus to Boa Vista (20 hours) then get on another bus to Ciudade Boliver in the middle of Venezuela.  A colonial city surrounded by national park.  We will spend three days there, then bus to Caracas and straight onto another bus across the Colombian border to Caratagena! I CANT WAIT! An old Spanish city fortified and still retaining its beauty and splendour situated on the Carribbean coast!

It is surprising how quickly travel has become second nature, homesickness has faded with each day and whilst I miss the people, I am engrossed with the journey ahead and excited to see what it will present.
Gone is the hurried stress and panic that accompanied transition and change, and we now approach each move with a relaxed methodology, happy to accept that the only constant is change. 
Learning to relinquish control and live in the now is the key to enjoyable travel.

I will write more when I have scenery and experience to share!
xx Aroha Nui

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

MANAUS

We survived another boat trip!
This time a lot faster than the trip from Belem to Santarem but nowhere near as comfortable and complete with on board molester, drunk crew and blaring music at all hours in the morning!
We arrived  at  6 this morning,  were extorted by the taxi driver and had to sit in the hostel waiting area until beds were freed up for us BUT we made it!

We are probably rerouting from here to Boa Vista then on to Venezuela and into Colombia as it is 1/3 the cost of boating to Tabatinga then flying to Bogota and a lot more scenic!

Absolutely exhausted so time to hit the sack but safe and well

<3 xx

Thursday, April 22, 2010

10 UNUSUAL THINGS...

10 Things that are unusual, entertaining and just a bit odd ball that we have consistently come across in Brazil...
(this will be completed over the next couple of days before we leave)

1/  TV AERIALS
No matter where you go in Brazil, streets are lined with people hawking wares - from umbrellas to pirated CDs to fly zapping tennis rackets and underwear, however, the most unusual thing (and the most abundant) is those selling TV AERIALS...hanging from trolleys or make shift carts, bundles of aerials!
Heaven only knows where they get them from OR, for that matter, where they end up (as we havent seen lots of aerials on houses here)...WEIRD!

2/  THE ONLY WAY IS LOUUUUDDDD
At any given hour on any given day of the week, particularly in Santarem, there will be a cacophony of sound, all coming from the RIDICULOUSLY huge speakers tied (literally) onto the roofs, racks, backs, sides and tops of anything that can be wheeled around.  Cars, motor bikes, trolleys and push bikes!  With no apparent sound restrictions here, people park up along the river, meters apart, doors akin, speakers on the only volume they know, FULL, having mini parties (a couple or a few people) sitting on the pavement screaming at each other to be heard, all oblivious to each other (apparently, or perhaps all competing) and unaware at the ear exploding distortion being generated.
We cant quite get over it and wonder why noone has cottoned on to the idea of just turning it down a touch so the music is actually clear, OR just shutting up altogether!

3/

AMAZONIAN PARADISE

I have had the two most amazing days of my life - never before have I seen or experienced such amazing beauty as I have here.
I feel a true, overwhelming sense of personal fulfillment and achievment, coupled with sheer delight and amazement at the magic that is the Amazon.

Tuesday:
We went to Alter Do Chao (the Carribbean of the Amazon) and true to its reputation, this white sand river lagoon paradise is breath taking.

(Copy and paste this link and check out some images) - http://www.google.com/images?hl=en&q=alter+do+chao&um=1&ie=UTF-8&source=univ&ei=i27QS5T5EYinuAeqr4EN&sa=X&oi=image_result_group&ct=title&resnum=4&ved=0CB0QsAQwAw

We arrived in torrential rain, after an hour long rickety rumbling bumpy bus ride through the forrest, and after some emergency loo stops (the dreaded lurgy has plagued me for the past few days) we whiled away the rain (Amazonian rain, as in Auckland, is thick and heavy but fleeting) playing cards and picking which canoe the boys were going to row! 
True to form the rain passed in an hour and we paid for our canoe and rowed out to the peninsula like sand bank.  The afternoon was spent in blazing heat, rowing, swimming, making up many ditties about rowing and swimming (we are going to write an Amazonian tunes album...we figure it will reach the Top 10!) and we were elated and exhausted by the time we got back to the hostel! 
 The best time of year to visit is June, however, although half the sand was under water (incl. the cabbannahs) we had an amazing day basking and revelling in the splendour of the place.

Wed - THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE!
I have spent the past 12 hours trying to figure out what to write that will even remotely describe and express the day I had yesterday.
Amazing, incredible, momentous, overwhelming, cataclysmic...nothing seems to come close to the immense emotions of the day.
Yesterday we went to FLONA - A forest reserve preserved for Agriculture and for the self sustaining communities that live here. A way of exploring and experiencing untouched Jungle and some of the history that abounds there.

** Insert from a write up on FLONA (just FYI)
The National Forest is an area with forest species predominantly native and has as its basic objective the sustainable multiple use of forest resources and scientific research, with emphasis on methods for sustainable exploitation of native forests (Federal Law No. 9985 of 18 / 07/2000).
The TNF is owned and public domain, and the particular areas included within its limits must be expropriated in accordance with what the law provides.  FLONAS is permitted in the permanence of traditional peoples who inhabit it, when it was created in accordance with the provisions of Regulation and Management Plan for the unit.
The research, inclusive, is encouraged, subject to the prior authorization of the agency responsible for administering the unit, conditions and restrictions established by it and those provided by regulation. The TNF will have an Advisory Board chaired by the body responsible for its administration and comprising representatives of government agencies, civil society organizations and, where appropriate, traditional populations living.
All this versatility makes the establishment of the complex process of managing the National Forest since it requires the improvement of mechanisms of access to renewable natural resources, demanding, including creating incentives for sustainable social actors involved, since the activities developed there are cycles and long term.

 **

We were collected at 8 am by our Portugese guide Isabella and our driver (who navigated the hole ridden dirt roads with all the skill and speed of a rally driver/professional drifter) and, hammer and tong, sped 1.5 hours out of Santarem into the ´Heart of the Amazon´.

Our first stop was the community of Jamaracua (which, as recently as Oct 2009) had electricity and one outdoor communal bathroom with running water).  
We were greeted by a group of wide eyed locals (the most beautiful girls I have ever seen) and our local guide (Hosevelte) and headed into the forrest for our 4.5 hour explore.

The secondary forrest is hot, thick and reminiscent of N.Z bush in places. The primary forrest however, is unlike anything I have ever seen.  It is cooler and lighter on account of the gigantic trees (including the bohemouth ´sumauna´, a ceiba tree that reaches further than we could see!).  The guide kept us well informed as to the uses for plants as we came across them and even had us crush live ants onto ourselves to ward off mosquitos (ironically, none of us got a single bite in the jungle, yet have been feasted on nightly in our window shut hostel! hmmm) 
We were all amazed and impressed by the way the Latex rubber is collected from the trunks of the trees - using knives, the locals carve diagonal lines about 2 cm deep, into the trunks of the tree releasing the latex which then runs down into a primitive funnel and bowl.  VERY COOL! 
We didnt encounter any major (or huge) creepy crawlies (thankfully) however, the life we did see was beautiful (bugs, butterflies, birds and plant life) all of vibrant colours and such beauty (we took a combined total of 1500 photos in 4 hours)! 
I dont think any of us spoke a word for at least an hour as we were all spellbound by the overawing sense of wonder and peace that overcame us all - the peace of the place was unnerving in a sense, and the soundtrack of birds was stunning.  It was the most surreal experience and one, that even in retelling, has me in goose bumps and misty eyed.
I felt utterly blessed to be in such a miraculous place.

Four weary (but elated) trekkers emerged four hours later soaking from the humidity and physical exertion and enjoyed a delicious lunch prepared by the local matriarch.  

Then we were off on our second adventure...and one that can, again, only be described as an experience of immeasurable beauty and incomparable to anything I have (and will ever) ever done.  
Hosevelt (our amazingly fit guide) took us in a traditional canoe through the ´Flooded Forrest´.
As the name indicates, it is a part of the forrest that is on the bank of the river and, is flooded until June.  
Rowing on glass like, mirror reflective water thru vines, and trees was like something out of a fairytale.  The eye couldnt see where the trees entered the water and the reflection began so it was a sensation like flying.  
I wish I could describe it and do it any kind of justice, however, once we have some kind of reliable internet connection, I will post some photos so you can see it.

From Jamaracua we headed to Maguary - another community - and visited the only manual, locally run, Latex factory.  Using basic manual machinery they collect the latex and press it into sheets and use it for making bags, wallets etc...again, we were very impressed.  Proof that large scale industry is not the only way to do things, and that these lower scale, human driven traditional methods require a lot more skill and result in much more beautiful products.  
We then headed back toward Santarem stopping in at Belterra (the village/town) founded by Henry Ford for the manufacture of Latex products, and later abandoned by him and the workers due to illness and expense.
Walking up colonial American streets in the Amazon jungle was another surreal experience.  Red fire hydrants, bleachers and picket fences seemed comically out of place! 

By the time we got back to the hotel at 8pm we were all elated, exhausted and totally inspired! 
I feel fulfilled in a whole new way, that I have finally seen some of our great world in its simplest, most pure beautiful form.  
Blessed are we!





 

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Floating Children

A baby in a rowboat
Canoeing deft as walks
Day afloat the Amazon
Boat wake they paddle stalk

Manouvering with agility
Ropes flung with perfect skill
Pirates inside toddlers
Lightening quick and so nimble

Lashing, tying and binding
Canoes fill with froth and foam
Clambering up the boat side
To sell and trade goods from home

The floating river children
Angelic tiny beautfy
Innocent souls compliment
The breathtaking scenery

Amazonian Night

I laid at your feet tonight
Breathed in your grandeur
You inhabit my soul
Infinite night sky to sandy bottom
Igniting my imagination
Sitrring my passion
So insignificant am I
A speck at your threshold
Surrounding me my spirit releases
Your halo is light I bask in
I am still in your majesty
Rock me gently
Roll me lightly
Tonight I sleep peacefully

Mirror

O mirror mirrow where are you
Im desperately trying to find myself
I cant see me without your glassy view

Like stumbling blindly in the night
Hands outstretched fingers reach
Groping looking for switch for light

With nothing my reflection to create
In dark internal self I sit
To introspect and contemplate

Mirror mirror off the wall
How blind was I looking to see
Your image wasnt the real me at all

Self confrontation darkness lit
And no longer searching, self been found
In peaceful illumination I do sit

BELEM - SANTAREM (2 days, 3 nights by boat)

No words can express the grander, majesty or sheer size and wonder that is the Amazon river, nor will any experience ever come close to that of rocking to sleep in a hammock alongside 200 people on a boat.  People literally strung within inches of each other, staggered hammocks from floor to ceiling, bow to stern, a chaotic mess of limbs and string and colour. 
The noises and smells were overwhelming at first - a sensory overload, however, they became backdrop within the first 24 hours, and tangled rocking sleep soothing and peaceful.
We left Belem on Tuesday night and rolled down the Amazon in torrential rain and pyrotechnic lightening. It took a few goes to master the art of clambering in and out of a hammock without breaking a limb or standing on the person below. 
The scenery encountered on the trip was utterly amazing - never could I have imagined the variations in landscape, the houses on poles literally meters away from the boat as we sailed down tributaries...people living waterbound in the jungle will never cease to amaze me! From narrow tributaries to endless river where we couldnt see either side, dense jungle to flat marshland and swamp, cliffs and mountains to flat nothing...sky meeting river meeting jungle...for the first time in my life I was truly awe struck by the majesty that is nature.
I think the two most mind blowing sights for me were the hundreds (literally) of children (tiny children) rowing solo or in pairs up river and chasing the wake of the boat in an attempt to clamber on board to beg or sell Coconuts and bags of shrimps. Nimble toddler pirates...utterly breathtaking and nerve wracking to watch these tiny children brave the wake of our huge boat and with lightening speed lash onto the side of the boat and shimmy up to clamber on board all the while carrying bags of food to sell...(I manged to capture it all on film and got chatting - in my very broken Portugese - to the kids. They left me moved, inspired and filled with a new found sense of thrill and joy and appreciation for the way they live).
The further upriver we went, the more índigenous´the people became, I can quite honestly say, the people I saw are the most beautiful I have ever seen, and the more incredible the way they survive in such a watery environment.  Farm life (pigs, donkeys, buffalo and cows) literally up to their necks in water munching on what I can only describe as Amazonian grass, satellite dishes dangling precariously on thatched rooves all perched on poles, canoes tied afront and thick impenetrable jungle directly behind them...I stared in amazement (and shamelessly took hundreds of photos) as we sailed past. 
The last night onboard was the first without rain so we lay up deck watching the stars rocking lazily...nothing compared to such an experience - Realising the scope and infinity of the night sky, and our tiny selves afloat the huge river had me speechless and awestruck - I am indeed blessed to have experienced something so magical and so great.

We will spend the next few days in Santarem exploring, going on a jungle tour, going to a couple of river side villages, visiting the wondrous Altar Du Chao (Carribbean of the Amazon) and sailing up tributaries into more dense jungle to see untouched Amazonian Wildlife.

Love to you all!
PS at this stage uploading photos is proving to be difficult and we have over 3000 now so I will do my best to get some up asap.
xxx

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

FAREWELL BELEM ...

Its hard to believe we have already been here four days but it is time to farewell another wonderful city and begin the next stage of the adventure...sailing up the Amazon river!
Hammocks are hung, bags are packed, supplies (including Machetes) are replenished and mossie repellant liberally doused...
We will spend three nights sailing from Belem to Santarem where we will disembark and begin a four day jungle exploration! I am tingling with excitement and a healthy dose of apprehension.  The boat is a monster of a thing but very basic and will no doubt yield no sleep, plenty MORE smells to tantalise and smash the senses and a mixture of people to keep us entertained.
The thought of lazily swinging in a hammock whilst keeping eyes keenly peeled for Bull Sharks, Pihrannahs (sp) and Monkeys (no real hope of seeing these whilst sailing) has kept me awake all night (child the night before Christmas-esque) ...
I wont be online until we dock in Santarem but will let you all know we are safe and sound on arrival!
CANT BELIEVE THIS IS HAPPENING WOOOOPPPP
xxx
<3 to you all
BRING ON THE JUNGLE YAYYYYY

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Rendered Speechless

I looked you in the eye and saw
Naked and real
Unashamed humanity and soul
It moved me
Rocked me to my core
A spirit transcending
Hopelessness to live empassioned
I am humbled

So overwhelmed i am brought to my knees
You fill my senses
Surging real compassion thru the need
A sensory overload
Inspired and overwhelmed
Whilst heartbreaking
Such breathtaking beauty
Such mind blowing misery

I am rendered speechless
In the presence of raw human spirit

Bla Bla

Quick rant...WE  are still in BELEM! the port city at the mouth of the Amazon...a chaotic, hustling town that, as I~ve found in every place so far, the passion, intensity and raw humanity that seems to pervade this nation.
Standing on the banks of the Amazon was breath taking...and last night we went to a reggae gig ON A BOAT in the river...mental! Belem is another mixture of new, old, poor and ridiculously wealthy...commerce runs with markets on its door step, beggars litter pavements walked by business men with cell phones...I will never adapt to the poverty or the smells!

I am still adapting to travel and the lessons that go with it. Lessons hang on every experience, and for all the awe and joy and elation, there is also the frustrations and homesickness that from time to time pop up...I think even the most seasoned travellers feel the same sometimes.

Realising how selfish, impatient, intolerant and reliant I am on creature comforts, that the only constant is change, and that the very things we use at home to measure life and importance, matter not on a global scale.  The facade that is wealth and success counts for nothing...I never realised how lucky, blessed and smugly content we are at home - I am confronted daily with human suffering, yet the fearless raw energy of human determination, and the joy and vibrancy that pervades, what I would have (until now) seen as being hopeless situations.  The judgemental frameworks that are so ingrained in coming from a rich country have become so glaringly obvious to me that I am now determined to immerse myself further here to really learn the places from a soul point of view...
I am re-contacting the people re volunteer work in Colombia and Peru cos I~m feeling like I~m stagnating here, I dont want to travel just to see stuff, I wanna have purpose and serve, not just take as a tourist. The arrogance of tourists astounds me here, and I am NOT going to be the same.  It is hard to know what to do - I buy food for the homeless children but I know that there is such a greater need here that I cant begin to fathom...
I am moved daily and have been mesmerised by the resolute faith of people in this country.  I have been spiritually brought to my knees witnessing the grace, compassion and love people have here...despite the danger, the crime and the poverty, there is something that underpins it all and it is the human spirit, and to look it in the eye has moved me to tears here...

ANYWAY we are leaving tomorrow to go down river to Santarem so I am not sure when I will be online again...I miss you all and love you xxx

Friday, April 9, 2010

Belem - The Mouth of the Amazon

OLA!
We made it - survived a 36 hour bus ride with nasty locals, blaring music and toilet overflows to Belem! Standing on the bank of the Amazon river today was the most amazing experience! I was leaping out of my skin with excitment and awe...it is mind blowing how huge it is.
Belem is all hustle and bustle - ruin amidst the sky rises and hotels, street hawkers, men carrying baskets of shrimps, live poultry in cages on the road side waiting to be someone~s lunch, and the smells that no words can describe - people, salt, electric air, waste.
Beggars are everywhere, on the doorway of the main church here all praying for a donation, and SUV~s drive mercilessly round narrow streets air con wound up and tinted windows - oblivious.
I am so moved, so excited, and again, so aware of the level of need in this massive country.  I am still sad that I haven~t had a chance to help yet I am excited to be moving on to a place where I can do some good (I hope!) - my purpose has yet to be fulfilled on this trip.
We will spend 4 days here then boat (2 days and 3 nights) to Santarem - a jungle village - for two or three days. 
Just so you all know we are safe and sound! The adventure continues, and perhaps the biggest one of my life is about to begin!

<3 you all x

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Olodum - Baihian group!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_bEFQc9N70A&feature=related

A video I found on youtube of the live drums in Pelhourino

This is where I am staying in Salvador! Now you get a glimpse of the atmosphere that is literally here every night!
IT IS AMAZING

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FaR0IAmF1rk

Saturday, April 3, 2010

The excitement never ends

Quick update:
We hastily relocated from our hostel in St Antonio to Cobreu Hostel in Pelhourino (down the road and still in Salvador) as the hostel manager is violently angry and kicked us out when we asked to pay for two nights NOT another five! (we have just given him ten days worth of custom) ...
Gemma is unable to walk due to an ankle injury so we are not sure what this means for the Amazonian excursion as we are having to carry her and her pack.
I am still nursing two rather large open graze wounds on my back and knees thanks to a rainy night in jandals dancing the Samba on a cobbled hill! In this heat the healing process is slow so we are staying put until Wed before going on to Belem (36 hour bus ride) at the mouth of the AMAZON!! Once there we will spend 2 lazy weeks getting down to Manaus and then on to the basin and up to the Colombian border! YAYYYY
I am really sad that no volunteer work has eventuated thus far, however, once we are in Colombia and henceforth, it will all go ahead as planned!
I am missing home quite a bit, but it is restlessness I think!
Please send me your SKYPE details (if you have SKYPE) or a contact phone number as I will be calling home in the next few days.
:)
Love to you all xxxxx

A Brief History of Pelourinho



First a little background of Salvador's European/African history. Around 1510, Portuguese settlers arived in the area around what is now Rio Vermelho, and by 1540 a government was formed. By 1550 settlers began importing slaves from Africa. Salvador was the first capital of Brazil and remained so until 1763. The city of Salvador de Bahia, (São Salvador da Baía de Todos os Santos, in English: "Holy Savior of All Saints' Bay") was divided by the upper city and the lower city. The upper city, which is where we are located, was the religeous and administrative area where most residents made their homes. The lower city, exactly as it is used today, was the financial district with ports and markets. The market São Joaquim is one of the oldest markets in Brazil and although it smells like it, it's also a facinating and worth the ensuing vegetarianism that often follows a trip there. The vast majority of Salvadors population (80%) today has African roots from Salvadors devastating significance as the main port of entry for the slave trade. I've heard it said from many people who have traveled both continents that Salvador feels more like Africa than it does South America. Within this context is the picturesque colonial gem called the Pelourinho, which literally means "whipping post", which was where slaves were tied and tortured publicly. Pretty heavy. Especially considering the cobblestone streets are framed by some of the most beautiful churches in the New World. Pelourinho was once the wealthiest area of the city when Salvador was the country's capitol, and the wealthiest of the heavy-weights (sugar barons, slave traders, etc...) made their mansons here until an outbreak of cholera evacuated the wealthy and they abandonded their beautiful mansions. Anyone who was willing to live in a toxic atmosphere moved in. The few visitors the Pelourinho received were seeking drugs or prostitutes, as it was cosidered too dangerous; desperate people lived short lives of suffering and despair. Although some capoeira academies were functioning in those days (Academy of Mestre Bimba was in the Pelourinho) history doesn't paint a very pretty picture of daily life. It's easy to imagine what sort of place the Pelourinho was as parts of it are still unchanged (please see our Pelourinho Survival Guide). In 1985 UNESCO declared Pelourinho a World Heritage site due to it's collection of colonial architecture trumping any other city in the world. In 1991, the renovations began. Millions of dollars have been dumped into cleaning up the Pelourinho, making it now the 3rd most visited site in all of Brazil. Modern day Pelo is a magical and thrilling place. Kids can be seen rushing out of a noisy capoeira school, drum troops fill the streets with random parades for no special occasion, and at night theres no other part of the city that can even come close to the live music (usually free of charge). African culture and traditions that were oppressed for years are celebrated here in tireless homage. There are countless dance and capoeira schools, bars and restaurants, and more holidays than anyone can keep up with, and honestly, what better way to recover it's sad and tumultuous past than to live in a constant state of celebration?

Thursday, April 1, 2010

STILL IN SALVADOR

OI OI
A quick update...
Sorry been a bit off the radar this past week - I'm utterly immersed in the life here! I dont want to leave! I would love to come back here and live for 6 months and study Samba and Capoiera properly.


It is forever sunny and super hot so we spend the days at the beach and then the nights are alive with music and dance.

I finally heard re volunteer work and at this stage I wont have enough time before I go to get stuck in (considering they are a week and a half late I'm very disappointed).

It's made a massive difference having jeremy here. I think the fourth person, and a second boy, has helped Neil feel more relaxed and less like a chaperone for us girls.
We are aiming to leave here bout 10th April and head north to Belem to begin our amazonian adventure...i'm so excited about the next leg of the journey. It's awesome being settled here but I am getting too comfortable already and we have so much to see! Itching to get into working when we reach Colombia as it'll be the best way to really get to know people and the 'culture' especially if we are staying for a full month.

Anyway I don't have much to tell atm...I'm safe, happy and loving it :)

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Soul of Salvador

Junkie in a doorway
Kid beggars roam the street
Alcoholics loll in gutters
Starving homeless under feet

Palms upward and reaching
Compassion reaching back
Lifeless hopeless staring
My breaking heart reaches back

'Leite, Leite por favor'
Mum points at starving babe
Milk powder for her baby
The game she so well played

Their craft, to get my money
Hear string tugging finely tuned
Puppy dog eyes and desperation
By a ring leader groomed



I don't want to become hardened
Apathetic to the need
Yet scams and lies abound here
How do I give whilst taking heed

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Musings in Salvador

The beat of percussion resonates, permeates the hot afternoon.
A lazy thick atmosphere rushes with a fast paced urgent vibe.
So much to attend to - people surging, attractions pulling.
Junkies sit on church steps in the 'Terreiro de Jesus'
Hawkers dripping with beads approach and bestow ribbon tied blessings on us with one hand
All the while reaching for our wallets with the other - wearing me down, testing my resolve.
Authentically dressed in fake tourist pleasing garb - photos for sale, authenticity turned cheap.
Barefoot children run amongst the ankles of baton weilding security guards - all keeping an eye on the tourists - eager to please - eager to sell.
A false facade desperately trying to market the real heart of this nation - a sell out, an up sell.
Jesuits and hoodoo, cocaine and crack oozing, dripping mixed with the sweat of passionate Samba dancers.
Friendly looks and eager conversations belie desperate survivors all looking for a handful of change.
Blue eyes in black skin captivate, yet urgent grip and posessive attention yield the motive - a dance, a gram, a favour owed.
To taste the reality, one must bite thru the flavoursome skin and into the core - the broken, damaged, dog eat dog spirit of this beautiful culture rich city...
My bitter sweet Salvador love affair.

Red Hot Samba - Salvador

Hash, blow, crack, smack
A full blown Salvador attack.
African, bright, rough, raw
Samba pulsating through a festering sore.
Innocent children, innocent eyes
Swollen nappied bellies with knives inside.
Salvador blessing, ribbons and tat
'Welcome to our city, now gimme that'.
Swing, grind, sway, heat
Hustling cocaine, begging to a rhythmic beat.
Fast paced, hearts race
Jungle-esque living hits me square in the face.
Hips, shuffle, shake, feet
There aint no such thing as a friendly meet.
Heady, throbbing, pounding, ache
Salvador slowly grinds still and the dawn brings safe.

Saturday, March 20, 2010

WELCOME TO SALVADOR

YAYYYYY WOOOP HOORAH just made it to Salvador this morning
Slept for the duration of the bus ride, had a glorious ferry trip from Bom Despacho to Salvador and are now getting ready to go and explore
We are in the area called Pelourinho and it is the night life and music centre.
Two blocks away is the Centro Historica and 15 minutes away is the beach! Muito Bon!

We are safe and sound!
will write more soon x

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Where is Moo

OI!

Today is our 2nd day in the BLISSFUL paradise island of Arrail d'Ajuda just across the river from Porto Seguro.
A colonial island town bustling with tourists, African culture and amazing tropical beaches!
The journey here was not without its share of glitches (but as I'm learning, this is the fun of travelling NOT the stress! hehe) - we left Rio at 9pm (not 4 as anticipated) on Monday and arrived 24 LONG hours later...complete with 5 hour road side breakdown, three bus changes, overflowing bus loos and mad locals! it was tiring but on arrival here we quickly relaxed and have spent two days beach side soaking up MORE sun!
It is getting hotter the further north we go (obviously) and more pristine.  We are leaving tomorrow night for Bom Despacho where we will sail to Salvador! I CANT WAIT!
We are planning to be in Salvador for two weeks so I can finally get some volunteer work under my belt (hopefully Baihia is more organised than Rio!) and learn Capoiera and Samba!

Our fourth amigo arrives on the 26th and we will then plan our next move! At this stage it looks like we'll be arriving (by boat!) into Colombia on the 1st of May

Travelling has quickly (and surprisingly) become a natural way of life and my organisation skills are definitely improving! With three strong personalities it has its moments but we are all good communicators so no major issues to date.

I am loving the local people, the African culture, vibrance, music and overall attitude is so welcoming, laid back and fun that I have already met a lot of people here and have added this to the list of potential places to come and work at the tail end of the trip.

Until we reach Salvador I have little to write - the past three weeks have been pretty relaxed (aside from the travelling!) and more like a long summer holiday! I am itchy to get immersed into some proper culture here and base myself places

LOVE YOU ALL and I will post the link to more photos!
Mum and Dad you need to get facebook cos uploading photos on here is nigh on impossible!

xx please keep emails coming!

Monday, March 15, 2010

UPDATE

Oi Tu De Bem? (Hi How are You)
Well we are back in Rio for the day before embarking on an 18 hour bus ride north to Porto Seguro.
I was disappointed that the Favela work fell through here :( but am still in contact with the people and hope to get it when we come back through Rio in September. 
The new plan is to get into it pronto when we reach Baha and Salvador in a couple of weeks.
We had a blissful few days in Paraty and I have been offered work there in a hostel for the summer (Oct - Jan) which is kinda exciting but I haven't gotten close to deciding!
It is expensive in Brazil and I'm finding it a bit stressful at the moment, especially when we have so far to travel between places! This is definitely a place that needs a few months to really explore (and LOTS of money!)
I am homesick today for the first time - i miss my friends/family but I have to keep sucking it up, because I'm in BRAZIL
Last nite was a testing time - we caught the bus from Paraty to Rio and arrived after 11 pm to a chaotic bus station with hundreds of people lining up for taxis...we decided to skip the queue and managed to flag one down (only 1/2 an hour wait thankfully) and high tailed it (at break neck speed thru lightening, thunder and torrential rains) to our hostel where the wonderful people here remembered us and had dinner ready! so great!
The others are asleep and I'm booking us for the next few days!
I will update as soon as we arrive in Porto Seguro :) xx

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Link to new photos

http://www.facebook.com/mary.batchelar?cropsuccess#!/album.php?aid=168925&id=643592670&ref=mf

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Re-Routing

hello :)

wll after a rather stressful trip to Sao Paolo, three exhausted heads have decided that to get to Iguazu and then back to Salvador for March 27th is too far  - we are spending roughly 4 - 6 hours daily on a bus and only getting half a day per stop...not enough! and it is so expensive!
So we leave Sao Paolo today and are heading back to glorious Paraty for 4 nights...we are going to visit less places but get proper time in each stop

here is some info on Paraty http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paraty and http://gosouthamerica.about.com/cs/southamerica/a/BraParaty.htm

update to come in few days xx

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

MORE PHOTOS UP - click this link

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=167922&id=643592670&saved

From Ihle Grande to Sao Paolo

WE ARE IN THE BIG SMOKE!
After two blissfully glorious days on Ihle Grande we have arrived in Sao Paolo - somewhat of a culture shock after being island bound in carribbean-esque heaven.
Ihle Grande is paradise...an island of stunning beaches, sand bound villages and colour all of which made it very hard to leave and tempting to go back and stay for a good month.
We spent Sunday trekking up the mountain thru the jungle and to the other side of the island where we visited the three main beaches - funnily enough all they did were remind me of home and make me realise we have the most amazing ocean landscape I've ever seen...and possibly ever will.
Sunday night we sat on the beach, sipping Pina Coladas (sans alcohol cos I am already afraid of Cachaca!!) listening to live Brazilian music at an outdoor bar...so amazing!
I am still finding it hard to get used to the NO FLUSHING LOO PAPER rule (it all goes into the bin here!) and the dogs who have total freedom to roam the streets

Yesterday we spent on a bus (7 hours) heading down the coast to Sao Paolo on our quest to reach Iguazu falls by Monday...it's costing a LOT of money to travel here but will be worth it and once we leave Brazil it will be cheap.  We arrived in Sao Paolo, navigated the subway, trudged around for an hour trying to find our hostel (which we walked past four times before we discovered it isn't sign posted, AND there is no apparent logical numerical flow when it comes to house numbering here) by which time we were all fracticious, hungry and a bit grumpy...it is certainly testing the dynamics atm but that is to be expected.

I am not homesick but I wish I had all of my awesome friends/family here to see this with me..
I will upload more photos today for you to get an idea of where I am :)
xx

Sunday, March 7, 2010

This is where i am today!!

http://images.google.co.uk/images?um=1&hl=pt-BR&tbs=isch:1&q=ilha+grande&sa=N&start=40&ndsp=20

PARADISE!
with crabs so big they look more like lobsters and threaten to eat toes off at any moment as they share the pavement with the peeps!

Saturday, March 6, 2010

My brazilian love affair continues...

Ola!

Time for an update...I am currently on Ihle Grande - a Jamaican-esque tropical paradise! (google it and check it out) it is pouring with rain (no surprise) but hot and delicious and we have have just spent the evening walking barefoot thru puddles eating Acaci berrie sorbet and listening to the local music...
Paraty was amazing - a beautiful, rich little town on the coast that reminded me of what I would imagine Italy in the 50s to be like with its cobbled uneven narrow roads and white plaster and teracotta buildings. It is a sleepy town during the day but at night it comes alives with lots of live music and its all surrounded by tropical forest.
Yesterday we went body sliding (on our backs) down a rock face waterfall which was amazing! I sat in a cave under a waterfall, we walked for two hours thru the forest and then went and bought dinner from the roadside stalls and danced the night away!
I am looking forward to getting stuck into the volunteer work side of things...and have some great contacts back in Rio and Salvador for when I get back up the coast in a couple of weeks.
This past week has been amazing and overwhelming!
I,ll be on Ihle Grande until Monday then head to Sao Paolo then Urutuba before doing a long trek down to Iguacu
Hope you are all well...
PLEASE email me x
xxxxx

Friday, March 5, 2010

Farewell Rio and Welcome to Parati

After four days in Rio we escaped with our lives, purses and belongings in tact, all feeling a tad stressed and tired but are now relaxing at Parati (google Parati in Brazil) ... 300 local beaches, safe and cosy and quaint!
I am having uploading issues with photos so if you click on this link you can see what I've been doing so far (on a very reduced scale)

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=166525&id=643592670&saved#!/album.php?aid=166525&id=643592670

time for coffee so will write in detail after we've spent the day adventuring!

raining all the time - reminscent of Auckland!!

Thursday, March 4, 2010

PHOTOS OF

 RIO

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Day 3...

HOLA!
Right some more detailed blabber about Rio...

things here are cheap as! but more expensive than rest of brazil - we leave rio in the morning to go to paraty (a beach town 4 hours south with 360 beaches!)
the food is good so far - we are havin lunch wit some locals this afternoon so that~ll be real portugese fare!
We have been exploring the city on foot - walked 5 hours yesterday round Copacabana, Ipanema and Leblon and back to our amazing hostel! had a crazy ass taxi driver on the way home who kept saying ´surprise surprise´whilst driving breakneck speeds round the place
he took us to a whole lot of sights and let us get out and take photos
was MENTAL!
the rain has stopped so we just did the local markets in the nearby suburb of Lapa - Gemma arrives tonite at 8pm so we are going to do Sugar Loaf and Statue of Christ tomorrow morning then jump on a bus
im havin the most incredible time! taken tonnes of pics but they not uploading for some reason!
the whole city is ruins surrounded by new buildings...street sleepers in amongst the suits
its got a funny smell that already is imprinted as RIO smell...
I wil upload photos as soon as possible! spent three hours trying last nite but the connection here is not working!
righto heading off to the city
xx love to all!!
 

Monday, March 1, 2010

MADE IT TO RIO

I MADE IT! woot
after a 36 hour debarkle just to get to Rio, I´m glad to report we (Neil and I) are warm, dry and stayin at a hostel in Rio (http://www.riohostel.com/).
It took an hour to get from the airport to the hostel and it was the most eye opening, insane drive I´ve ever experienced! The favelas are never ending...children walk barefoot in the rain up and down the highway thru the traffic selling food through car windows...it was heart breaking.  The whole city looks like it´s been bombed and not rebuilt...buildings are in ruins, narrow streets and people everywhere. 
I could never have anticipated the poverty and the chaos! It is exhilerating but moving beyond comprehension...It´s pouring with rain here which is a bummer so we will leave on Thursday once Gemma arrives and meander down the coast.
I am about to go to bed as I´m exhausted but full on cheap pizza from a place up the road and ready for a long sleep before fully starting the adventure tomorrow.
<3 xxxxxx

Thursday, January 28, 2010

My Travel Map and some links to Volunteer Organisations I'm linking with


http://www.parati.inf.br/uk/programa.htm




http://www.bemelsa.org/



http://www.volunteersouthamerica.net/Pinocho/pin_index.htm



http://www.teach-english-volunteer.com/en/Teach%20English%20Volunteer%20English.htm